<--See also: "I'd go to the other end of the city," and "So Fast It's Scary."This post is mostly a response to the commentator "v" from the
previous post.
I do walk that line of becoming a stalker. I've looked up people that I liked up on networking sites such as
facebook and
MySpace but I never go so far as to tracking them down to their homes. That's creepy even for me. No, the closest that I get to stalking-- and some would say that it is stalking-- is in the case of Craig. (See those cross references.)
With the departure of Will, I had the sudden urge for a sandwich. So I went to the place I knew were Craig worked this morning for lunch. Now mind you, I've only seen him twice before and that was way back in March. I don't go out of my way to go to his work place just to see him. It's more like--hmmm, I feel like a sandwich so I'll go Craig's place and
maybe I'll happen to see him there. Turns out that today he was there.
I realized that I've been over my crush for him for a while now. Probably since he clung like Velcro to Jay. Yeesh. To tell you the truth, it was kind of set me free to know that I he didn't have to be focus of my misery that I'm single and that I lack gay friends. Because as much as I liked him and was attracted to him, he was also a reminder of what I didn't have and that knowledge that I wouldn't be having it with him.
When the mood strikes me for a quality sandwich or maybe even soup, I'll still go to this place but I don't think that I'll be hoping to see him there. That's fine with me.
On a sort of side note because it's so short that it doesn't really merit a posting of its own, but I tried talking some friends into going to Truman's with me. It's the only gay bar in the region. No one wants to do it. I don't like going to bars in the first place and there is no way in hell that I'm going there alone. Is there a gay buddy system that I can sign up for?
